skype talks with sally ..
we got onto the topic of crazy fans and what annoyed us...

and then..
just general things about ourselves.
and i was talking about my family..
and then i realised..
i dont know what its like to simply have a mother and a father, along with my siblings. my parents divorced when i was only 1 or 2, when cynthia was around.. 5. it obviously affected her more than me, since she probably witnessed most of their fights...
i've grown up my whole life with my step mother and stepsister, along with my dad & sister. and then my mum seeing me around once a week.
i've never known how life was like before my parents got divorced, and i only now do i wonder what it would be like if my parents hadn't divorced..
would i be christian, or buddhist ?
.. i really dont know.
it just bothers me sometimes..
most people have their own happy family, with their two parents.. and siblings.
whilst some people have gone through / are going through very rough times with their families..
sure, my situation isnt as bad as others..
but its sure not how its meant to be ...

Labels: emotional, family, parents

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