turned from a laughing fest into a crying fest .

i hate myself rn , because i have this habit type thing ..
or i just cry when someone i care about is sad ..
i remember that time... when my dad was so angry and shouting at my step-mum..
and cynthia went downstairs, with me following.. and she was crying, so much . and just shouted at them . shouted at them to stop... because it reminded her of when my mum and dad used to fight ..
but i was too young to remember any of that ..
but seeing her like that, it hurt so much .
i just automatically started crying .

and now, it just happens automatically .
i guess like just then .
whenever someone i care about is sad or crying... i just start crying .
why ? i guess... because it hurts... the fact that someone i care about is sad, it makes me sad too ..

and sometimes, i hate myself for being like this . 0 comments : leave a note.
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