you.
yes you.
you dont have a name in this post.
mainly in case someone who knows you comes across this and tells you ..
and then i'm screwed.
but seriously.
can i just complain.
i might seem like a stupid whiny kid.
but idc tbh.
i've kept this in me for so long.
and i dont feel like i tell anyone, incase they tell you.

but lets say.. your name is bob.
and we meet this other chick. called.... jack.
LOL HOW STUPID ARE THESE NAMES.
but idk. makes more sense to have names LOL.

so basically.
you... are bob.
at the start of the year, you and 'jack', were best friends. yeah. but then, this huge thing happened.
and you got all pissed off at 'jack'. right.
so you came to me, complaining about jack.
yeah.
and then, a week or two later.
you tell me the two of you have made up.
and at first right, i'm happy. ^^
but then... you totally just.. ignore me. leave me. i guess you could say.
stop talking to me.

and then it happens again.
and i simply just let you come back into my life again..
and like normal, you guys have a fight.
but you've been ignoring her since what..
term 2?
and its end of term 3 now.
AND TODAY, while walking out of the school
i see you grab jack's hand, and start talking to her excitedly about something.

this just... makes me feel like crap tbh.
WOULD IT HURT TO TELL ME THAT YOU'VE STARTED TALKING TO HER AGAIN ?
and then you notice that i'm feeling sort of down.
and you ask why... and i tell you.
you say sorry..
then go off somewhere else.
and while we were at the shopping centre, you just followed her around.. barely talking to me.
you specifically said last night that you would come with me to buy my earphones.
yet when we get to the food court, you decide not to come..
and everyone's so ... indecisive about where to go.
i just get fed up with it and leave, deciding to just go buy my earphones myself then go home.
and then i hear her (no not jack's) voice, shouting my name, and then running up to me.
turns out 3 people decided to come with me. but not you.

then comes the time to leave. everyone's gathered infront of the entrance / exit, and i'm saying bye to everyone, since most of you are going to the station, but i'm going home a different way.
i call your name several times, yet you ignore me. i say bye / hug everyone, but not you.
you know why.
coz you were ignoring me. walking off.
do you know how sh!t that made me feel ?!

while i was walking home, i was just thinking..
'why is 'bob' ignoring me?'
'what did i do wrong?'
and crap like that....

eugh. ffs. cannot be bothered typing any more of this crap.
just to summarise it i guess...
one ; you make me feel like shit.
two ; but you're one of my closest friends.
three ; ottoke.

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